Lizzy 09 29 2010
Second clearing was started today. Lizzy handled the first one pretty well except for giving one dilution after 24 hours. Her sleep was off also. She was awakened by something but went back to sleep easily.
Her noise sensitivity has increased significantly. Katie was crying and Lizzy placed her hands on Katie’s throat. Oh man, Katie was very upset and so were we. These are the moments that make my heart heavy.
9/30/2010 evening to 10/01/2010
At 9pm Lizzy started screaming. “Help!” “Doctor!” Aggravation time. Gave her one dilution and one Altoid. She was so uncomfortable and screaming with all she had. Within 20 minutes she was back to her old self. Sleep came next.
It was 2am and it started all over again. “Help, doctor! My glasses I need them.” Again we gave her another dilution. As I sat on her bed holding her I prayed for God to heal her. Within 10 minutes she was watching Elmo and jumping on her bed. Thank God! Ian and Martin were helping me the whole time. Thanks guys! You are the BEST!
Velma lost her glasses
Now let’s explain “My glasses I need them.”Lizzy loves Scooby Doo. The character Velma is loosing her glasses off and on and cries out “My glasses I need them.” Lizzy quotes this line when she is need of help. Tonight during the two aggravations she was repeating this over and over again. “My glasses I need them! Doctor! Help!” Our poor baby girl. Dear God give her strength.
The dilutions we are referring to are the same remedy given earlier only diluted. We take 3 drops of the DTaP remedy administered earlier and place it in one cup of water and give 1 teaspoon from that one cup. The dilutions help tremendously.
I have not seen her this upset for a long time. She acts as if she is in pain. I wish she could communicate exactly what she is feeling. It would help me understand things more. Would it lessen her pain or mine? I think not. Sometimes we are not supposed to understand things completely we just have to have faith that it will get better. I know it will. I have my doubts from time to time but I must remain prayerful and faithful that God will heal her. All things come according to His timetable not mine. I know we can do this. All things are possible through Him.
The next 5 hours were spent helping Lizzy. She was asking for juice, screaming to get my attention and removing her clothing and pull up. This behavior of removing her clothing is one that took place at the beginning of her classical homeopathy therapy. Lizzy is also pressing on her lower abdomen again. The frequency has lessened greatly than before. Again, old symptoms reappear with less severity. Very typical of homeopathic treatment. I am very encouraged by these experiences with the DTaP. They show me how much the vaccine really effected her. Man what a night!
On a good note Howard slept from 11pm to 530 am. Praise God! If he would have been awake during last night’s festivities it would have been much harder.
Lizzy finally fell to sleep at 730am. By this time I was a zombie. I also have a sinus infection that has irritated my TMJ and causes a horrible earache on the right side. I got in a 2 hour nap and was off to start the day.
Lizzy woke up at 1230pm. Her mood was okay but she is still not herself. She is going in to her room and hanging out with her toys and pulling out every item she can find. She displays this behavior when she is working something through. Started to scream for help again so I gave her one more dilution.
After putting out that fire I had to take Howard for his 2 month check up. Of course they wanted to give him shots. “No thanks.” The doctor reminded me of the all of the whooping-cough and such but I still declined. They wanted to give Howard the exact shots I am trying to clear Lizzy of. This vaccine had a very nasty effect on her, no way, no thanks. It is always difficult to revisit the shot gig. Amelia and I were hugging each other and crying after it was over. Amelia still has a lot of hurt about her baby sister. Time heals all wounds.
Mom and Amelia went out to the market and returned with some lovely flowers for me. Their get well soon flowers really helped to lift my spirits. There is always help when one truly needs it. Thanks ladies!
This evening has been much of the same. Lizzy is still upset and out of sorts.
As of midnight she is sleeping in comfort. We pray that she gets all of the rest she needs, so we can have a better day tomorrow. Her Cuprum remedy will be administered on Saturday. Hopefully it will provide all that she needs to help her get through the next clearing on Monday.
Sweet Dreams to All.